N and I still haven't seen each other. It has been desperately difficult as he has texted me several times with things like: "I do and always have loved you more than I've ever loved anyone." At this point, though, I have to ask-- what's the point? I have been defeated. I am a very stubborn girl, but defeat is the only way to true victory sometimes.
Anyway, I've had two dates with someone new and I think there's real potential there. I'm just taking that one date at a time though and not making it too important. A lot is happening. I can't believe I almost forgot my own blog address. Maybe I'll write a little about it all, maybe not.
Liu is in town visiting and NDN & Tamika are having a holiday party tonight.