Saturday, December 19, 2009

In the wake of it all...

N and I still haven't seen each other. It has been desperately difficult as he has texted me several times with things like: "I do and always have loved you more than I've ever loved anyone." At this point, though, I have to ask-- what's the point? I have been defeated. I am a very stubborn girl, but defeat is the only way to true victory sometimes.

Anyway, I've had two dates with someone new and I think there's real potential there. I'm just taking that one date at a time though and not making it too important. A lot is happening. I can't believe I almost forgot my own blog address. Maybe I'll write a little about it all, maybe not.

Liu is in town visiting and NDN & Tamika are having a holiday party tonight.

-h-

6 comments:

feitclub said...

Sounds nice. I'm coming to town next week with the family. My baby's first ever plane flight! Do you want to meet him?

Sarah663 said...

Be tough - it's for the best! Thinking of you!

Aravis said...

Hope you're enjoying the holidays. :0)

Chapstick said...

Hey there Hyde, dunno if or when you'll get to see this but I started a new blog, you can get it at http://goo.gl/whyi

unjuicier said...

Hyde. I've been off blogging for quite some time, but have just recently reemerged. I hope that wherever you are now, life is treating you well. You deserve it.

swisslet said...

Hello - long time no see and all that. I hope you're well and have found some peace. No idea if you're still around anywhere, but if you are, do swing by and say hello as I'd love to see you. You're a lovely writer and I miss reading you.
ST